So, it has been a really long time since I last wrote anything.Recently, I ve learnt to face the reality.
and reality is forever tough.
1. I cant go abroad NOW. It is to expensive for my family. If I went anyway, I would be a huge financial burden for my family.
2. When it comes to finding a partner, at least for college time, I should give up hope already. Let's the nature takes it courses!!
3. Human capicity is infinite. Today, I met a 9.0 Ielts girl. That is it. I have been dethrowned:))). Anyway, I want to focus on other mỏe important things in my future. Ielts speak NOTHING. I don't want people to refer to me as the girl with 8.0 anymore. It is like I'm stuck right there, then gradualy fall back with my life.
4. Today, i met the boy who was my crush for a short time. I still wanted to gain his attention. How funny
5. I've officially been a fan of Shawn Mendes. How crazy it is when I love so badly the music I once considered as mandane.
So, that is basically my life for last month.
After days of staying up late, I have made up my mind that I will change, from this moment on. Let me start with the appearance. Then comes everything else. What I mean is the outlook will be a mark, a vissible one that remains me every single second that I have got to change.
