A worth remembering day_29.01.2016

I feel so obligated to write something to do. And the reason behind it maybe the fact that I ve just watched " Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind", which gives me the fantacy, illusion that stuff I write today stands a chance of becoming something really really big, resonant and beautifully one day. Perhaps, they will be adapted into a film or expanded into a book; who knows?? Right now, and sometimes as well, I have this naive, solid belief that there is an artistic trait engrained in me and invisible now, so my job now is to dig it up, cherish it and make it bloom one day.

Sometimes, I have this bewildering idea that I will become an actress while in reality,my face and expession are so cool, crumpy and stiff. Actresses must know how to work with their facial muscles, I know that and they are not short-sighted.

To be honest, up until now I still cant get hold of the phrase " ESOASM". It's a line form a poem or something that is too deep for me, at least at this stage of my life.

So this is a summary of my day. Okiee,I have no right to bore you with my day, just some worthy key events.

 I met an exgtremely cute and kind-hearted girl, who invited to have a nap at her doom room  on our second meeting,when I was left out by one of my friend ( she is in a circle which including the friend that I mention before; I'm trying to join it too as I realize they are all very nice and sincere). Then she introduced me a job, then roommate too. I mean how can a person be so so helpful and kind to another on their second meeting. Simply unbelievable. That is out of this world.  So unearthly!!!
 And the female friend that I mentioned above, she really knows how to balance her relationships between friends, which I have to learn form her.

So that is all for today, I went to beg earlier this evening.( really really early- at around 7) then I was woken up by the phone ring, then thoughts commence to jumple in my fucking crazy mind. At that moment I knew that I couldnt postpone putting my thoughts and feelings down anymore. So here I am, deliver them from my mind to my hand and then the screen.

 By for now.See you next time